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Well... things in my life are kinda screwed up. I have so many things to think about and not enough brain power to think about them all.

For one, I have to make a decision that could change my life. That decision is: wheter to leave Atlanta and move to Indiana. I have lived my whole life in Atlanta and I have many friends that I would be leaving behind as well as my mom. I would be going to a new school, living in a new house as well as a totally new state. On the other side, the girl that I love lives in Indana. She is deeply in love with me and I with her. I also want to move up there becasue I want to go to Purdue University and to live up there, I would get in-state tuition. To further my wanting to move, I have grown to hate Atlanta, mostly the weather but there are some other things. I am quite conflicted because i'm not sure what i want to give up or if I will regret giving one thing up.

School is not going great either. I have a 59 in math and it doesn't seem like I can do much better. My parents aren't helping the situation because they feel the need to rub it in my face. I mean, it is bad enough to find out you gor a 48 on a math test, but to have it rubbed in your face by your parents when you get home just sucks.

The one redeeming factor in my life is USY and the really cool people in it. Abby, Erin, Aaron, Avi, Leah and Josh are my best buddies from my chapter. And then there are all the other cool people from other Atlanta chapters or out-of-state chapters like Yalana, Alisson, Evan, Ben and Morgan. I really love USY and it is one of the best parts of my life in Atlanta.

Thats really all for now... maybe i'll write more when my life improves

~USY~ my anti-drug