| you want someone back so badly you'd do anything to get them - your
life is turned upside down when you realize you aren't with them - you
try and try and try to get them back and when it seems to fail you try
again - you realize the single biggest mistake was to not be with them
- you try to forget them but find that is a pipe dream - you can't stop
thinking about how much you love them and want them to come back into
your life...
what i'm feeling can hardly be put into words. i'm so distraught that
any comforting words said to me about this don't seem to be of any use.
its so hard and yet, i have no control over it
life shouldn't be this tough - unfortunately, without them... it is
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| confused... what else can i say?
need to find answers now that the new year has begun... so many questions...
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| my grandma just passed away - how totally awful
school starts soon - how totally awful
maybe all the bad things should happen at once... and when i survive i'll know nothing could be worse
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| summer sucks... i never thought i'd hear myself say this, but it does.
i'm all alone
... fuck it
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| it was pretty weird standing there... with a manilla folder in my
hands... looking at everyone there seeming happy eating thier pizza. it
felt almost as though i was an intruder into thier world - yet the
reality of the situation was the exact opposite. i was leaving -
getting out of that place while i still had time. i know deep down that
i second guessed myself about leaving, but i just couldn't be there and
function the way i would need to.
i believe this to be my final step out... ... ... so long astoria.
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